Missing suddenly

Suddenly i missed you very much
didn't realise what was the cause
thought a lot about you
leaving not even things few
hoping you are fine
and not having troubles even divine
wishing you all the good I can
and asking troubles to be mine
i feel love indescribable
transcendental & imperishable

संगमरमर की इबारत से,
जो लिखी है तुमने वो कविता,
युग बीत गए बीतीं सदियाँ,
पर आज भी है वह सुन्दरता

- taken from Mr. Amitabh Thakur's poem

Miles to go before I sleep

whatever i held dear wasn't for me
whatever i wanted didn't come to me
'need' was met but 'want' was left
the life's journey has been adventours at best
distances to cover before the dusk
and i remember 'the Frost'

The woods are lovely, dark and deep,
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.........

The mystery

In the moments of greatest despair
someone to hold on for care
expecting a comfortable gesture
I long for the presence

yet not finding someone
i question
what is the purpose
of all this suffering
of all this carving

what is the purpose of life
with all this strife
what are we supposed to gain
to relieve us from all of our pain

why do we mingle
just to become 'single'

yet the question remains unsolved
tempting me to resolve
the mystery
continued from 'the history'

the journey so far

I had been wandering searching for something
knowing a bit and trying some with 'the wings'
the more I searched and the more I was sure
the more I felt complacent and may be bored

then suddenly an acquaintance appeared
finally to disappear
making me question
the strength of my conviction
I centred my thoughts around 'the one'
finally to realise it wasn't meant to be
my purpose was somewhere else

'the one' is just a stage
to bring me out of the cage
to let me learn how to let go
not to hold on
and to follow my dreams
to accept whatever it may bring

it is easier said than done
yet I will have to try
even if I may to have to cry

the journey of life
is full of strife
this recognition is the most liberating position

this journey so far
has been kind of a war